Missing The Days Of Never Knowing
I miss the good ole days back when i first started. Back when my eyes, heart, body and soul were virgin to the many things that I never thought imaginable and was possible. Back when I actually gave a Fuck about Everybody and "They Issues". I had a heart full of pure caring love of the truest sincerity, but I didnt know any better. I had nothing but good intentions in improving this chaotic world full of fuckery and so called "demons" bullshit....
Going through this shit....It tends to make a person go insane in his own mindless world of damnation. He can also have hatred towards everyone with the most hatred being towards himself. This in which will likely lead to self hurt or suicide. Its very sad that a person's mentality can reach to such an extent, but if this person is able to overcome each obstacle in his instability from his own inability of his identity. It will then make him stronger physically, mentally and spiritually.
The fiery beast inside almost took over what's left of his soul. He sees nothing but the bullshit and lies of his own mentality. The many mirrors in different forms of himself. He will soon have had enough and will then erupt like a volcano but once the dust settles....You will eventually realize that "I" ended up making a better sanctuary of tranquility in my mind's mentality.
Hopefully the love and peace I've been soo longing for is found and can never be lost.... I would of said "again" but it never was Found.
© Saunty G
Going through this shit....It tends to make a person go insane in his own mindless world of damnation. He can also have hatred towards everyone with the most hatred being towards himself. This in which will likely lead to self hurt or suicide. Its very sad that a person's mentality can reach to such an extent, but if this person is able to overcome each obstacle in his instability from his own inability of his identity. It will then make him stronger physically, mentally and spiritually.
The fiery beast inside almost took over what's left of his soul. He sees nothing but the bullshit and lies of his own mentality. The many mirrors in different forms of himself. He will soon have had enough and will then erupt like a volcano but once the dust settles....You will eventually realize that "I" ended up making a better sanctuary of tranquility in my mind's mentality.
Hopefully the love and peace I've been soo longing for is found and can never be lost.... I would of said "again" but it never was Found.
© Saunty G