By god's grace, the train reached on time otherwise my tears would have flooded the train..!! As I got down from the train, I found Sarah standing on the station with her arms folded and worry lines on her forehead. By now, she had gained experience to carry the drunkard me to our room. Sitting on a couch, I started yelling,"Sarah! I still love...". She interrupted me with an angry statement,"Shut up Sam! Just shut the fuck up!". Resting her hands on her head, taking a deep breath, She started to sympathise me.
"Sam! I know he was everything for u, but listen, so r u..U r everything. The day he left u, was the day u found urself. If he left, he wasn't made for u. He was just another thing, which came to ur life, not to stay, but to make u more strong..More bold."
"Sam! no one in our life is permanent. Only our souls live with us till we live on this earth." For the first time, I was hearing her like a great listener without interrupting. She then asked me whether I believed in fate. "Fate! oh! mine had always been the worst!!" I replied with a sarcastic smile.
But she told me,"Fate, I don't understand, why people put the blame of everything on fate. It is us who write our own fate. U, urself decided to give him a place in ur heart. It was u, It wasn't fate..! So stop blaming it..!"

"Sam! U hv to believe in urself and self love. Just try loving urself more than u love anyone else. Let ur heart fall in love with ur soul. Let ur soul fall in love with ur body. And even the entire universe, the sky, the stars will not be able to break the bond u hv with urself..Let him go Sam, move on!"

I hugged Sarah..and that beobably the most tight and the most soothing one.
I replied with swollen eyes," Sarah, I want to move on! I want to! but I cannot do this before completing my last wish with him.."

"Ur last wish??"
-DIYA🖤

TO BE CONTD. STAY TUNED🖤
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