This story all about mine. This story is in between 2002 to 2022. Thar after my elder sister married. Then I gone Puri for my Degree in Computer science. in the initial study all things are going better. New college, new friends and also new study atmosphere too. I itally I staying with my father who is servicing there in forest department. All day I went to college by bus, and also return by bus. That in the jungle we had a quarter. I staying there well. But after one year the I had facing lots of problems to my study. There were no any friend near by me. Still fifteen kilometer apart no any friend to reach. So I had facing alone to studying there. When I had some doubts in the study there was no way to clear the doubts. Then I take a room neatly in the town of Puri. Then my study is better than before. Somany friends are found to connecting and every small doubt are clear by discussing with them. At the evening I most of the time gone to Sea beach and Jagannath Temple. I also visit Lokanath attempted, Bata Mangala, KonarkTemple. There in mesh I also writting many poem, quotes, story, and also many collections gathering there. In the evening I always go to tuitions to the 10th standards. There I all about income 1000 rupees during my study time. After tuition I came back to mesh at the time of 10 pm, then making folding to me and for my friends, Lastly started my study in late nights every day. In this war it was happening every day with me. S the fact is regularly late to sleep. Then my health conditions was broken. Gradually my mind Gradually depressed. Due to the financial, mental, physically I harrased. I never told any body my problems happening due to financial problem of my parent. He was a Forest guard. So the affording amount is not sufficient to me. There college dues, meshing dues, studying expenses and the healt condition, so all are getting to my mind then I became sycratic condition. Then I unknowingly visiting here and there. Everybody are call me mental. In this way it passing three years. So remaining one year, I just waitting to pass out. I struggling remaining final year. I worship many God's. By the bless of God after all I passed the Btech. in 2nd division.

Then I came to home. Then my behavior are changes that people told. Most of the time I became angry to all and speak hapagitly, also conversation myself. Then my parent are worry about that. Then they take me to sycratic medical. Then it found a senior mental diserness. After that till now I take regularly medicines. But it is under control by best checkup of doctor. So I thanks to doctor who is always checkup me. But he told that regularly medicine most take in night time. So gradually my brain under control. Now I am feeling good. But my friends are far distance from me. All are in there reputed stages working progression. B
I am also happy of my work as a DTP and Designer like Autocard, Web design and Graphic design respectively. No more connection with any body of my friends. Sometimes I felt unsatisfied to myself and my study.

Thanks to God.
© Chittaranjan Nath