Lexi's diary entry 8

I'm pretty sure my actions were reasonable, it was otherwise me or a stranger, now look life is an open door to experience amazing possibilities, make friends, it also gives you a free will to make choices, spring elks residents and laws are strict and harsh on ones that have shattered past the lines of carnage and sin, and what I did today has not only darkened my soul but also feeling shamed... I was.... being reasonable with them... They threw my kindness at the wall and continued with their errors

IXEL: you were right to drain his essence, you keep letting your compassion aid your drowsy mind, all they are is an issue

Lexi: eh what who are you, your not real

IXEL: if I'm not genuine why are you communicating with me haha

Lexi: it's just a hallucination, I need some sleep, I'm gonna explain to lacy what happened and hoping she can be ok with it

IXEL: oh yes the little diary you clutch to, you think your documentation of this suffering is gonna give you applause, how can you show all this evidence if there's only a tiny majority of existence left,

I cover my face in my hands slowly taking breaths, the laughter growing louder  it reverberates in my head

Lexi: 1..2..3..4..5..6

The laughter slowly melts, but just to be safe I continue to count

Lexi: 7..8..9..10

No more losing sleep, if I wanna stop BC.AR I've got to be alert and observant

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