Why does it feels so dark sometimes?
Why does it feels like I am all alone?
Why does it feels like I am a loser?
Why does it feels like I am drowning in water with tied legs? I do a lot to get out but I tire myself.
Why everytime some questions surround me and I don't have answers to them? I just feel a nerd, useless fellow who can not do anything in life and have to talent.
I don't like to tell people that I am hurt, or am feeling low, I just don't need anyone's fake attention or anyone's fake sympathy.
Basically I am sad writing this or I am sad everytime, using phone and writing just makes me numb.
I don't have excitements of birthdays, I don't just like to go out, I don't like people, I can only talk on social media's I don't have a bit of confidence. So basically am a big LOSER. But still I want to fight it. It's like when a hand will come out of all dark and pulls me out.
Why I everytime think of people why I can't see people sad even if they hurt me.
I call myself Demon to outshine my this part and let people think I am a strong personality.
But I don't like if people think I am a weak ass person.
That's why I just keep myself locked in a dark room and listen to songs to get relief. Now these all questions feels like a part of me.

Sorry if I disappointed you guys. But it's not a story, everything I write is not a story it's just a part of me.
Thankyou for all your love♥️

Have a nice day or days🙌🏼

© Demonn