It was yesternight, probably at 7, I was completing my shift down and took a path to walk towards a roof I know to rest.

I looked at the sky, which was dark and lone,
without any traffic, but the path on earth seems Crowded without any valid reason.

as I walked with my mind present on roads due to the continuous pattern of horns over and over with different sounds.

I was walking with a friend, but it doesn't feel like a friend, just a company to walk together for a while time.

I feel Nothing in anything mostly nowadays.

can I run away to the white woods to become a Sage? no matter how cold it is.

Suddenly I saw a quite amount of known peoples near the bakery and decided to go in,
and I stood outside to view the sky as my mind and heart was pounding to love sky and yearn its serene calmness.

I looked at the sky again and again even though there isn't a thing to notice except it's Darkness.

No clouds, No stars' Nothing there in the sky, I viewed.

And then I saw my dream, a dream that was true, the dream that was real.

I saw it while it rushed into the crowd,
but I saw it slowly, my eyes and heart' doesn't fast it, maybe that's the reason I saw it...

I saw it until it fade into the far away Crowd.

For many reasons, it made me remember my all past, where I did my right to get into my dreams?
why the hell I'm late?
can I real get it? I have too.

I stood there silently with a rapid amount of thoughts that ruptures my mind and heart simultaneously....

But as I look the sky again,
it was me.
wherever I feel low, I'll look the sky
I felt the sky is the reflection of my heart that resides there in different form.

if I miss someone, lose someone, enjoy someone or something...
it's all a look on sky, a relaxing look forward to life for me.

"You can do it, it's never late Hazel" some voice said and it's a star.
I never found this star on the sky, but if I look deeply it's a star of the most corner area.
"Thanks, why you think so Stella?" I self-doubt myself
"Because I think so, why you can't then? I'm your birth star, so yes you can shine like me when it's dark, but be ready to burn first to shine!"

I've a habit of talking to stars, clouds and moon, because it talks back.

"Thanks a lot for believing me, Stella" I said in glee.
"Not only me, your parents believe you too, always try your best, even though you're broken, because people will handle you safe, it you're important Hazel"

"People will handle me safe,Stella" I repeated those lines again, it was cool.
I love it, I really like it.

everyone in my life said, I shouldn't be broken, but none said it's good to be broken too.
just the star said, just my heart said, it just myself said, it just me...

Let me always with God's Hold, and I believe in God, as always.
If I had talked about Hope, it's always about God's ;)

I've a year from now on, let's do it Hazel!

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© Hazel