I had my first child while being locked inside a mental institution. Only being visited by the father of my first child sister.
I granted her custody of her niece.
I wanted nothing to do with my daughter at all!
I bet you're wondering why i was in a mental institution to start with. Here's a little back story as to why I ended up in a mental hospital.
I was in the perfect relationship with Jeanines brother (guardian of my daughter) Julian. We'd planned our lives together and everything above.
We both wanted kids together and have the perfect family. I had been to the local clinic in my town to take a pregnancy test because I hadn't been feeling well. I found out I was pregnant with daughter ( Jessica).
I was so excited to tell julian the good news because this is what we wanted, which is why i was so surprised that he'd rejected me instantly. He wasn't happy about the great news.
He told me he was ready for a child, that he was too young to care for another human. My eyes watered with heartbreak, my throat got tight and my chest felt like it was going to explode.
I was beyond livid!
Begin rejected by the love of my life was unexpected and unacceptable!
I wanted him to feel my pain.
I gave him one chance to change his mind about our child, but he didn't.
I ...