The Inside-Out Diaries
Entry: Cut
4/15/2021
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I went farther than ever today.
Today I slit my wrists
But I didn't expect the blood to come so soon,-
It dripped on my leg
And even though I was shivering,
And crying
It felt good in a strange way
All I wanted to do was cut more and more
And so I did
My wrists were soaked and I felt nothing,-
At this point, the feeling of the blade ripping through my skin was gone
I felt nothing
I heard nothing
I didn't make a noise
Even my tears were silent as they soaked my face
My whole family was in the house,-
I had just finished texting with friends
And yet-
No one knew.
No one cared to look for me when I suddenly stopped texting.
Or when I disappeared from the family room..

Somehow that hurt more the bleeding wounds on my wrist
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