He was mine , I love him like crazy but I was the dumbest person alive on earth because I never said these words to him . I wa scared that he might not like it ,he might leave me or he might ignore me that's my problem every person in the world I love I never had the courage to say or confess my feeling it's not just for him it's also my parents,my friend and my brothers and sisters I love them more than me but never I was able to say that to them they thought I was cold and they still thought that I am cold ,feeling less person because I never show them my emotion now you was confused why I never told them my emotion it's my trauma you can say that I was 5 when they adopted me before that I was in an orphanage where I trusted a person very much but he assaulted me he was my teacher there and fun fact was that I was unaware what he did to me until I was 1p twelve when I started reading books and articles that's why every one thought me as cold because because before that I was a normal bubbly...