It's been 6 months. Sagen left for Chennai. Every day calls, long chats, fight for silly things, and loves before sleep. We were loving knowing each other more!
I tell him every bit of my life. My college...my jokes... What all I talk even I don't know!
He shares pics through the mail. And I die to see him... I keep gluing on his face... The distance was never known!

"Hey Swath... Today we went to VGP water park. It's in old Mahabalipuram .... Beautiful Garden and water park... Will send you Mail attached pics, see it. I missed you here so much. "Received his text.

His pics of VGP park... He looked dull... Sad...on white t shirt.

Hey, why you looked dull and sad...
" Because I missed you." he giggled...
Haha... It must be the climate! I teased him.

Then he send some more pics where he enjoys water rides with his friends...
See...in these you look happy I said.
Of course, you didn't allow me that day for boating, so cherished it here.

We kept our conversations. I took care of studies, notes, drama, and yeah by the time I started my poems also only shown to Mrs.Stella and she can find a lot of errors, criticism... And I rectify them.

Then time went on...
He visited after 7 months...
I was waiting for the bus. I got inside... And felt somebody pulled lightly my hair end from the back...
I was furious to kill...
"Abe oyeee.... I turned... My anger melt into a laugh and shrieked...
Stupid Sagen... What if I hit you on your face..."
He laughed and laughed and we laughed conductor, and passenger all laughed!
I sat in the front seat, even though the bus was not having many passengers.
Sagen said pulling my headset from my ear..."Hey Pagalii... Why do you dress in this crop top and jeans..."
I felt it was a bit tight and my shape can be seen... Although I purchased new when I went with my girl's hand to nearby sales shop.
"Why...am I not looking decent"... I wondered...
"Who told you to change your look wearing so fashionable and all...." he asked ...his tone had tease and care...also his face had objection...
"Well... It's Madhu... She said I need to look more beautiful...otherwise, you may get bored...I mean...she feels that men get bored easily...so.... "
I was explaining to him innocently...
"Haha hahaha...." he burst out into laughter... "Omg Sagen control... You laugh so much.." people are looking at you idiot.
I pinched his hand.
"Omg.... Stupid Swath... In true love ... How can a boy get over his girl yar... These clothes make you uncomfortable... I can read in your eyes... that... So I said... He put his hand on my shoulder from the back seat and said.
Something I felt... Comfortable or joyful being who I'm rather than having clothes telling me who I'm!

We went out... strolled around laughed... eat... fought like mad cats, and had sex like beasts!!
He booked rooms in a hotel... Using his Royal power...
With him, the bond was not as a couple of new times... With him, I felt I'm his for ages and ages... And ages to be!

In his next visit after 3 months...
We went to the old Ganesha temple... it was a little far away, we went there by train, then rickshaw..little by walking...A lot of devotees came on that day as it was an auspicious day!
Doors will be get closed they announced... As for the pooja...next time will...start ...
Omg... Swath...we need to get inside temple now...otherwise we will be late to go back!
Yeah, let's see.
We stood in a row.
It was a mystic way, as we both stepped inside the doors got shut...for the closing of darshan time.
I felt so much divine in our Love. I looked at him... His face was radiant as a Sun.
"See, even Lord Ganesha wants us to see together". He said while holding my fingers as we walked in the row.
We looked at each other and smiled..smiled...and kept smiling like we are sailing together!

A time comes, he went back, and I sit with memories and then wait for his come back!

"This birthday I will be celebrating with friends... " I said as I was sipping my evening tea looking at the shade of the west Sun!
"Yeah... I will miss you a lot. " Sagen said as he got inside the bus.
He continued... "What you want when I return this time plz tell me yar... "
"Ok... I heard the beach is there... Marina Beach and Kovalam Beach...?
"Yes..." he said as he took his tickets from the conductor... I can hear his conversation.
"Can you go there...before returning here"?
"Ok..."
"Bring a handful of sand in some box or cloth... That's it! " I said as Sun disappeared from the sky leaving shades of his disappearance!
"What... A handful of sand Swath... " he asked again in confusion.
"Yes... That's it if you can..."I assured it.

On my birthday morning, I got up with his msg.
A short Call as he had class so was busy.
Celebrated with my friends in our classroom in a simple way.

The pics I send through mail.

"You looked so stunning, my Love ... The pink and yellow salwar kameez, your earnings, bindi... Ufff....... I wish I was there today..."

His every kiss I felt through the wind!


No distance I felt with him... Regular talks, msgs, everything...
My exams came near... Final year...
And his final year as well!!!
© Saranya Anish Nair