Over the span of years, I've accumulated all my fears
My existence is a mockery, my future; distorted fantasy
Fake laughter I embellish, Replayed memories I cherish
My demons I aggressively sedate, They have become rambunctious of late

Joy frequently roles a houdini, masked smiles I display sadly
There's a killer doing away with motivation, Got to praise it's determination
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