I'm hungry but I can't eat I'm sad mad and confused. Mistakes or decisions nothing is possible to make me change. The past seem to drown me i can't breath or see. Nothing is better or fix. I pray to God for no more pain I'm trying to survive. Time passes and it's going to take over I'm burying myself alive. The suicidal thoughts are going to get deeper and deeper. There's no way back I'm lost and there's no path for me anymore. It will take over and I will have go to let myself go.