I understand,
that you limit your distance.
Perhaps, you have a reason.
You told me once that I'm your first love.
And I felt strange between us.
I know, you're not difficult to loved.
I admit, I admire you.
I admire your brilliant side.
I admire how intelligent and quick-witted you are.

Somehow, I like you since I met you.
I like how you adore your family.
Which makes me respect you that much.
You're one of those easy go lucky friend that will make a good vibes.
I could approach you easily and sometimes you keep both our secrets.
I like you!
And you knew it since then.

Destiny lead us in different way.
You chose your best decision which is to follow your dreams at the same time your family.
You even told me that you're afraid to ruined our friendship.
You're afraid it didn't work.
And it will caused a damage between us.
While I, accept your disposition.
And act like nothing happened.

That was the time that I realized,
I like you being a little sister.
I just like you for who you are and nothing more.
I admit, I was hurt.
But, it's normal especially when we knew that it all started to ruined the memories we build together.
You detached yourself,
and I felt that it's the end of our friendship.
I respect your decision and give you a space you wanted too.
But, I still didn't want to ruined our bond.
So, I support you in a good way.

Even if you cut your connection.
I still want you to know that I'm still your one call away friend.
I know!
You were hurt big time,
and couldn't take a look at me again.
And I'm confused,
Confused about your sudden action.
Somebody told me about your real feelings.
I was taken a back.
Your feelings were too deep that I can't chased it anymore.
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry if I hold you like this.
I thought, I could save our friendship again.
But, I'm wrong!
I hope that someday you're gonna be okay.
From now on, let me detached myself.
For the sake of your feelings.
And for you to finally move on.

© Unatnat03