I'm confused you know,
Like I'm not trying to create a show
But I'm confused as to how I should feel,
I don't know if I should use the pill.


Trust me when I say this that I'm lost,
I feel like I'm heart covered by frost,
And not in a good way,
But like a toxic chemical imbalance gone a stray.

I don't even understand if I'm myself as I type this out,
I'm not even sure if this is me and if it's so why am I filled the doubt,
I dismiss my tears before they could flow,...