Yes it's true that im soft hearted person and i get hurt easily .
i have this bad habit of caring for all whether it be a living or a non living organism. i make people my priority
and regret later , i overthink on small matters, i love unconditionally , i care selflessly. Getting hurt over and over again kills me from inside. God gives me strength to overcome and smile .
I hide my pain and sorrows in my smile . No one notices.
I wonder to myself should i change myself!
then i get goosebumps.
My soul screams im tired of being nice . My brain gives signals to erase past and people from my life.
Then my heart races with my brain
dont change.
Change is my biggest phobia
it's easy for people to pin point and say that you have changed but how can i say to my past ,that you have cause the change !