She thought she was strong enough to hold onto her emotions.
Half of her feels the guilt;
while the other half of her was not herself.

She was soft hearted, blind folded with mixed emotion- short tempered yet so lovable.

Anything can melt her heart.

Her weakness was love and yet it was her only strength too.

Could this be possible?
Sound strange but interesting.

She's a rare mixture of everything,
yet afraid to be in love.
Scared of getting hurt and to be left alone.

Though how much she tries to be strong;
she can't just hold it back.
Having trust issues and misunderstanding;
surrounded by her cruel past.

Should she talk about it?
yet scared to be misjudge.

She was hurt...just hurt and for this she blame herself;
falling in love with someone who doesn't even care about her well being.

There were reason
she's in pain, she wanna scream and everynight she cried.

She tried...
but love broke her into pieces.

Letting go was the best thing
and probably the worst she could have ever done.
But pity her,
it was the only choice left for her.

She brace herself and choose to leave everything behind, lock it up and throw it all away.

Because ...

It hurts but she rather endure this hurt than be in pain forever.