Shy and Winston had come to know each other somewhat well. It was the usual kinda friendship she'd get mad with him and he'd get mad with her you know normal.
They'd go for walks talking about whatever their conversation held. Nither of them wanted to be in something that kept them fussing and arguing for those little nothings.
I don't want us to get to that place where we're scared to tell each other how and what we really feel he said.
And I don't want us to get to the place where our feelings are fake she said. Shy there isn't anything that you can't say to me and I hope that you feel the same way. Don't pretend to love me if you don't, don't let me think that you're ready for something that you're not.
I might not be able to give you everything that you need but if you tell me what it is I'll try. I'm not a mind reader and if you want something ask ok.
I don't want this to turn this into something that you'll talk to your friends about but too scared to tell me what you want.
Once you get to the place where you are too scared to talk to me I've lost my place.
Don't shut me out don't make your conversation about me more important to your friends than to me. Once you shut down things become cold and it's truly over but noone wants to admit it. But then you stay in the relationship because noone wants to leave because it's the right thing to do.
Winston I don't ever want to ever be in a relationship with you you're with me seeing somebody else. If you're attracted to someone else let's break up you be with them ok. It's not hard you just got to be strong enough to except that you don't love me. I won't get mad hurt but I know that
sometimes these happens. And I'd rather we break it off than to be with someone that doesn't want to be with me.
That's what I was trying to tell them if you can hurt me you don't love me. If you think that you can then it's not love.
Most stay in it because they don't want to find somewhere else to live but I'll leave even if it's to another town. I'll move to another state just not to be in some petty squabble.
It's a waste of time because whether you like it or not when it's truly over there's nothing to fight for. You just got to get to a place of acceptance and except that not everything work out like you want it to.
See I try to learn from every situation I'm in because if you don't your love can't grow.
See I'd like us to just live everyday with saying this is how it is supposed to be.
Because your feelings and my feelings are different similar but I except the differences.
I know that you like things that I don't have and if life and love was perfect you would be everything I'm looking for.
Winston stopped you mean that I'm not perfect he said with a laugh. Shy eyes said yes her hands started to sweat let's go get something to eat, where you wanna go
my house she said.
They got back to Shy's and started to work together on fixing the meal. Looking in her freezer he saw that she had everything that he could want from chicken to fish. They did a stir fry chicken with fried rice and salad.
The two were starting to get more relaxed with each other he reached over and touched Shy's cheek you're wonderful he said



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