Have you ever thought, how tiring your life is . I have ..... in such an young age, even when I have a long journey to go .

At times I fell alone even if I am around a huge crowd.

Do you guys know when life becomes difficult ?
As for me , it's when I see my parents worried about me. It's when they expect a lot but when I can't reach their expectations.

They have never told me to be so successful but instead asked me to be myself and just give my best.

I am so lucky that I have got such good parents but it hurts when I see them standing silent in a crowd because they don't have anything to brag about me .

I try hard each and every day to someone good, To be a daughter whom my parents will be proud off.

when people ask others what their dreams are they put up a huge list but for me , I just have one dream to make my parents proud of me .

But do you guys know work hard to someone's pride and joy is more hard than we think. because we put their happiness in front of ours.

I used to think why should I put aside my happiness for my dream but I end up keeping my happiness aside because my happiness and dream is the same
' My Parents '.

There was a time when I myself felt so useless and that was my biggest fear.

When I used Look back at those days it used to tear my heart into pieces and it leave patches.
But now when I look back to the same those days it never more bothers me , it never put my heart into a melancholy. My berries has healed.

I have never runed away from my fears, may be I didn't have the courage to run away back then but it helped me to face my fear and stand up courageously.

When I face each encounters in my life it makes me strong and i never know what exactly the future i holding for me . I wonder , will it be holding more misery or will it be more delightful.
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© daisy