Yes. I am weird. Very weird. Or maybe I'm just confused. How do you define a person who spends his whole day trying out different keyboards on his phone and settling for Grammarly, just because he likes to write? There are various other keyboards available, yet only Grammarly because it has suggestions and makes your writing better.

Or how do you define a person who spends his whole day organizing apps on his phone and yet not be satisfied with the sorting? A wavering mind. Non-lasting decisions. Unwanted precision.

Also, I'm pretty awkward. My conversations tend to go off track pretty easily. I change topics without even realising I did. Sometimes I even get irritated without any reason and quit the talk in the middle.

My name is Jin. I have many such things. I am a weird person. There might be huge problems or matters that expect certain attention like my college selection, or even my courses online and counselling, yet small problems (they shouldn't even be called problems) like 'should the GuitarTuna app go in the hobby folder or accessory folder?' tend to get more attention from my side.

This weird nature of mine cost me a lot of things in life. The difference in opinion led to disputes, so I stayed alone by myself, making me an introvert. This resulted in having no friends, so I could never really share anything with anyone. But this is when I discovered my hobby of writing. I used writing as a means to express myself to readers, and music, it became a part of me. Music became my tonic. If I need to focus: music. If I'm sad: music. If I'm happy: music. I realised I had the most of the sentence and the tune in me. So I used the tune to discover myself, and the...