he age old question, is psychopathy inherited or you get it along the way, is the abuse cycle real? A person who was abused as a child will grow up to abuse their own children? Or will they learn through experience that they need to be better, or is their soul too broken to be repaired and healed, a warm touch of kindness can do miracles but it also can be a reminder of our grim reality, where we always experienced hate, abuse and utter loneliness where the skies have zero stars, so if I end up seeing 1 star, a light of hope, well that change my perspective of the darkness? After years of abuse and mistreatment with visible bystanders, can I trust anyone? Or will I become just like my abuser? Can people be dependent on the emotional and physical abuse if they have been receiving it for many years...

Just because you smiled, it doesn’t change the sad reality.”
“You are testing me because you want to trust me, test me all you want, make me suffer all you want, I will never abandon you.”

“I don’t have a memory of hugging another human being, the only memory I have is of hugging a warm vending machine that was left on through the night”



© Isang