" Mami?" ( Mommy?)

" Si hija?" ( Yes daughter?)

" Where is papi? Is he working?" ( daddy)

" He's not working dear, That imbecile, worth for nothing abandoned you."

" Abandoned me?"

" Si mi hija, If he ever tries to look for you when you grow older, You better not let that cockroach into your life OR take anything that I've worked hard for. You can have a relationship with him all you want but don't let him take what I've given you or let him into your house, Understand?"

" Si mama."


Abandonment,



She wasn't lying when she told me that......he left me at such a young age, Yet I still those days as clear as glass.



Loneliness,



Not only In school but in church I was bullied because I couldn't read the bible in spanish, They would ignore me like I'm some ghost. Please, Somebody help me...please.


But who would care for a freak like me?


Did I really deserve this? God help me walk again, I'm so tired and I want my bed.

Why can't I go back home and sleep, I'm already suffering with everything else why can't I sleep my pain away or just damn starve myself to death...I deserved this, I'll just carry this pain and hide It where no one else can see.

Hearing the bus stop I got up as I held an Iron grip to my backpack, Keeping my...