There is this guilt, ever since I started growing I realised that how difficult it is to let the mind control your body. Being yourself is not easy, it comes up with a lot of guts and alot of self acceptance and then there stands a bunch of people judging you. We all are living a hypocrite life, where we only fantasize about things but afraid to make it work. We are scared of being ourselves, putting ourselves first, be it family, friends career or even when we are in love. We are not that scared of others being judgemental towards us, but maybe we are scared to be standing out, being odd one. We judge ourselves before even thinking of making it work. See! I told you it takes a lot of self acceptance.
Being yourself won't hurt you as much being a part of crowd where you don't even fit in. No one is born to be a perfectionist, everybody has flaws but only some have the guts to turn it into claws. Why to fit in, when we r born to stand out!! Life is unpredictable, don't loose yourself in the crowd. It will take time, but at least you can stand up for yourself and if not, you can't stand for nobody...

"BE THE REAL YOU, BE YOUR OWN HERO, BE YOUR OWN DESTINY MAKER!"

~DS