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THE UNBREAKABLE
The Unbreakable "

" She is a beautiful piece of broken pottery, put back together by her own hands. And a critical world judges her cracks while missing the beauty of how she made herself whole again."

For you she's a candour person very down to earth but her life is full of arcana . Once you'll get delve about her you'll be distorted . Might you'll be asking her that " Why she made such fatuous decision ??? "
She's ready to anything for her acceptance as she always got rejections from the moment of arrival on this planet . She's ready to do what her parents wanted her to do .She did all these things Just for happiness of her family .She never wanted to see anyone struggling for happiness . Everyday when she open newspaper finding stories like :- a man is hitted by us laying in blood on road and people are clicking pics and making videos .No one is helping him . She find that All these things hurt her.
She may be broken but she knows how to fix herself without anyone's help - even if people don't notice.
She always give her 100% in everything but her family never appreciate her work .The always demurs . Knowing that well that she's good in doing that work and she can do better . She feels like her life is a Part of drama and a exercise in floccinociniphilification .
She is best in everything
Still people's do calumny about her .
She ended up becoming a book worm and a loner . She never got that much love and respect that every child deserve . There's lacunae in her life she wanted to fill it with love and happiness .But she failed .
Whenever she evacuates all those things she frightened via all that . Her life is frightful farrago of frivolous decision she made just for her acceptance . She failed
Her belief of fulcrum ( that is based on searching for love and respect and pleasing other is happiness ) Is broken down .She furtively hides tears in front of all but she groaned with pain in night as always .
She's very gullible person and therefore easily tricked . She never trust anyone .She's like a dead body. No emotion no feelings nothing just dead . She's in state of hysteria .
She feels she's ugly
She's unwanted she's worthless
She feels like she's not good enough
She feel she's inferior .
She had these ingrained beliefs in her self that she's a looser no body can accept her who she's .
She is a storm cloud of sorrow. You wander in, you may never find your way out.
One day her teacher came to meet her she's one who who supported her a lot in academics . She told everything to her teacher .Her teacher got thrilled after listening her . She (her teacher) told her that happiness is not about pleasing others begging for love respect and acceptance . She told her she's born to live a mediocre life . She told that she have some extraordinary talent in her . She asked her to do what really makes her happy .She said her not to fritter her time in trot sth out . It will only trivialize her importance .
That day she decided to step towards her dream . She made a bulwark around her so that the negative people can't reach her coz she got easily fussed via those negative things . That day her teacher nurtured a positive thought in her mind and she started fighting with every obstacles coming in pathway of her success.
She knows the way she should be treated and won't accept anything less than the real deal.
She knocked down couples of times but she knows that bring defeated is only a temporary condition and giving up is what makes it permanent . She figured out that day that what gives her happiness and what she wanna do . Now she's a researcher in medical laboratories and a published writer . Writing is stress booster for her .she's also working for women's empowerment and social awareness with a ngo .
She is a woman, but also a lady. She doesn't only focus on the physical, but on the mental, emotional, and spiritual.She stopped seeking approval when she realized her worth and that frightens anyone who thrives on making her unhappy.
She will always have a different perspective and her mind may remain a mystery.Now when today she stand in front of mirror comparing herself from today to that day .She found two different personalities .Now the lady who's standing in front of mirror believes in her self , respect herself ,she's beautiful ,she's smart ,she's ambitious ,she's passionate . All that she's accomplished today is just possible via a positive thought and via hard work.
Is there anything she can’t handle ?
She’s been broken.
She’s been defeated.
She felt pain that most couldn’t handle.
She looks fear in the face; year after year, day after day, but yet she never runs.
She never hides. And she ALWAYS finds a way to get back up.
She’s unbreakable, she’s a warrior.
The people who always do calumny about her who told her that she's obtuse she can't achieve anything in her life .She proved them wrong . And they are really sorry for those things they did with her .They wanted to come back in her life but this time she's not forgetted to shut the door close .
She learned to love herself first which made it harder for anyone to love her better.But now she find her love. Her true love. Yes there is distance between them but now Distance can't apart them. She knows one day she will be with her love for forever.
There are moments when she will find the strength to rely on someone else but she also remembers who brought her this far in life - herself.
Someone said a very nice line that ". Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated. "


© Ananya Rai Parashar