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SMITA- THE NEW BEGINNING
Introduction-
Life was going to plan for Smita- a proud mother, a dedicated educator, and a passionate composer when a sudden Brain Hemorrhage nearly took her life, to its worst leaving her in a state of paralysis.
But this mother tackling all the odds stood firmly in her path. This is a journey of a brave mother, her story of courage and vigor, and how she self-motivated herself to come out from all those probabilities.

Chapter 1- [...And it happened all of a sudden]
It was the day of Holi(10 March 2020). My sister visited my house for the festival. Me, my husband, my two cute & sweet little daughters, and my sister, all of us had tons of fun together playing, gossiping, and enjoying the festival of colors. In the evening I had prepared varieties of dishes for dinner (as I am fond of cooking) and after having our meal, again we had a few more talks and enjoyment, we rolled out to get some rest. We prepared ourselves and rushed to the bed as we all were tired and I made my daughter's asleep properly in their bed, and then started walking to my bed and suddenly I felt a tingling and unbearable headache. It was not like the normal one which I always had. It was like if a demon trying to escape out of my dome by thumping his hammer continuously. I was inclined to cry out of my pain as it was unbearable for me now. I made myself relaxed on the bed but powerless to tolerate this, I informed my husband of the pain I was going through. Also, I started presuming that this might be a sign of Brain-hemorrhage( I was informed of this to happen). So without any further thoughts, we rushed towards the hospital, and on our way to the hospital, laying in the back seat of the car, I was just thinking of my kids. Their face was the only thing which my mind was picturizing.
What if this is a hemorrhage? Who will look for my kids? will they be able to withstand if they got to know that something happened to me? Running with random emotions for my kids filled up my mind and also on my way to the hospital I started vomiting, and this even caused more concern for the fear I had.
Soon we arrived at the hospital I was in an unconscious state now and luckily got admitted to the hospital. After all the tests and scans the moment got a bit speechless when the report came out, showing a rupture of my blood vessels resulting in bleeding inside the brain which doctors confirmed to my husband of a Brain-hemorrhage. What I earlier feared for was all true and now I was taken to the surgery for further procedure. The Red Light indication was turned on and all were waiting for one miracle to happen in their prayers for me.

P.S.- Chapter Two will soon be out. In chapter two, how I fought the deadly hemorrhage and after recovering from this how I fell victim to paralysis, my phase of depression & fear I encountered when I lost a few abilities to memorize, even I forgot the simple procedure to prepare the tea and in this grim situation how I overcame all this by keeping myself motivated and my journey onward will be put forth to you.
Stay tuned.

Message by Smita
This Mother told me to spread one Message to everyone which I stated below is in her words -
"जिंदगी में हार नहीं मानना है, जब तक जिंदगी है।
© Sandeep Bhagwat

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