I sit here thinking about my future when I should worried about what's going on right now. why do I get attached and move way to fast I guess its because I want someone to touch me and hold me because I never had that feeling of being loved. its kinda funny because when I was just a teen all I thought about was running away or being like one of the missing kids that you see on a milk curtain you would ssuprised when you see me right now I'm 28 over weight divorced and have 6 kids that I don't get to see or hear or hold and the worse thing there is I'm a emo girl anyone I knew would say wtf happened to you over the years I just smile and say this is what happens when you lose faith in god you become something you would never of dreamed of. I know the world is ending I came to conclusion where I'm headed so there no reason to say let me help or pray with me because I will just look into your eyes and show you the demon inside of me then maybe you will back off and accept me for me there not going be trying to change me.
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