How could the night uncover
in its mist of great soda
a kill joy. And yes on a day to
day basis. I am trapped by what
others think. Should be thrown
at me from another person
but I should not always be faced
with unkind. By up tight Barbie dolls
and dirty minded Ken dolls. Who
want to terror me. Over just being
in an apartment with you. No way
if you terror me Ken an Barbie
which happens to be aged I will
mirror your styles back at you.
Because back in the day. The
dolls had class and style not
like today. Showing other
people s rage at me.
I am above that
And Created without
knowledge of that.
I don't wear a mask for
others to pick at
And I don't dislike
others over details.
Which don't go
perfect or my way.
My brattyness has faded
but when I try to under
stand you an you
or whom it may concern
like in a letter.
I get reminded
that I am. not the
best an that I
am just black Barbie
with out a dream
home. Or no rights
which is so wrong.
Because you don't yoga
or respect the disabled
life I lead. You don't know
I educate an create earring s
makeup and have read up
on Relaxation Therapy.
To keep myself mentally fit
And productive. So black
Barbie is more then just
a mind less doll. She is
a therapist who is post
with the world being so
unkind just because
they have had bombs
thrown at then does not
mean I want bombs to
blow me up everyday
in everyway. No I am
to rare a 💎 for that
to be played on me an
my thoughts. So if you
see me. Remember what
your mother's and fathers
use to say when you were
little if you don't have anything
nice to say don't say anything
at all. Was the saying in the
1970s. So yes understand
that I am a women. Which
is different from the rest.
And happy to be blessed
by kind words. Not on display
to be hated by drama which
is upon us most every day
but it's how you handle
yourself. When faced with
the dangers. Of spilling iced
tea and wanting to blame it
for messing up your day
ah people. But this Barbie
can't be the focus everyday.
When vandeta s are waged
in directions which should
not come out of such
knowledgable seasoned
mouths. Who know all to
well a better way off life.
And not that old school
game he said oh an she
said and I will be negative
because all them say.
Harassing the kindness
of others can have Holy
God locking you out
of your own building s.
Or putting you through
drama which you are much
to good to go through in
this life time with so much
going on now a days with
Covid 19 and a bunch of
strains and variant s to fill
up an hour upon hours
of internet and news.
And there is still that great
question should we be locked
inside to protect us from it.
Or should we be outside to
keep up away from it. But
wait now it's been reported
that it's air born and in droplets.
So I. take precautions if I have to
go out but I don't want to be
forced out as if I was nothing.
For we all are matter in this
universe. An with science and
other things we have a right
to space which is ours. An to
keep others alive in a pandemic
which has freed up restrictions
but has not total gone away
out of our atmospheric doll
world's of. what is murder
and what isn't. Oh taste have
been bitter lately have they
not an. I don't like that all
the time. I like happiness
in my sugars weather it's
from matter or people.
Most there always be
sour patches in the mix
of things which go on
no. I moved away from
that but yet they all want
to bring it each area I
be in. And that is just
outrageous evil poring
fuel on my rose pedal s
which should not be
wilted by bad talk and
causes brought about
by things which I know
not or behavior s which
have left me with sour
tastes in my 👄. But all
the same glad to be alive
enough to notice right
wrong ways to do things
yes.

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