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...meri jindgi...
Mera naam dev h. muje apni jindgi me kabhi kuch likhna ka shoq nhi tha pr meri meri jindagi Me ek aisa shaqsh aaya jiski wjh se muje likhna or shayari krna pasnd aana lg gya. waise to sbka apna apna ek hoonar hota h likhne ka pr Mera aisa koi bhi hoonar nhi h qki m aisa insaan hu jise kisi chiij me bhi intereste nhi h . pr us Shaqs se milne ke baad muje sb chiijo ka hoonar aa gya.
chalo kahani shuru krte h.....
ye baat h February 2k23 ki jb m ek ladki se social media pe mila. pahli baar milne pe hi maine uss se puch liya ki single ho kya ?or uska jwab ha me tha . tb fir hmari baate start ho gayi . phle dost bne fir baad me lover bnn gye . muje unse itna jyada pyaar ho gya ki mere paas sabd hi nahi h jo m kh sku. or sayad muje itna jyada pyaar isliye hua ki qki wo meri jindgi ki pahli ladki thi jis se muje pyaar hua tha . waise to m baate to bahut saari ladkiyo se krr chuka tha prr usme kuch baat to thi jiski wjh se muje uss se pyaar ho gya or ha sayad ye bhi ho skta h ki qki m bhi chahta tha ki muje bhi pyaar krna h mere dost bolte the ki insaan pyaar me kuch bhi krr skta h to muje unki baato pe believe nhi hota tha to isliye bhi sayad m uss pyaar ko dekhna chahta tha feel krna chahta tha or waisa hi hua finally m bhi pyaar me pdd hi gya . ab main unse pyaar to bahut jyada krta tha prr wo muje smj nahi paati thi wo muje sb ki trh faaltu hi smjti thi . jiski wjh se wo muje ignore kra krti thi or m baitha baitha roya krta tha . m unse jis din se mila tha usi din se unko smjta aata rha hu . wo baar baar koi na koi glti kr hi deti thi jiski wjh se muje bahut hurt hota tha uss pe gussa to bahut aata tha prr pyaar itna tha ki uske bagair rha bhi nhi jata tha . sayad wo mere saath aisa isliye krti thi qki mujh se bhi pahle uski life me or 2,3 aa chuke the or wo bhi usi ki gltiyo ke कारण use chhod ke jaa chuke the . lekin fir bhi wo mere rahte huye bhi unnko bhul nhi paati thi . m aaj tk use smj nhi paaya .kahte h ki insaan ko pyar pahli baar hota h or wo uski ek glti pe hi use chhod ke chla jaata h prr usne itni galtiya ki h ki m bta nhi skta prr maine use uski hrr ek glti pe smjaya hi h na ki chhod diya . prr fir bhi wo mere pyaar ko smj nhi paati h . muje uska pura past pta h jo usne muje btaya tha . m maanta hu ki uske saath jo hua uske baad insaan toot jaata h prr uss past ko yaad krr ke aap apna present kharab krr rahe ho ye baat achii nhi h lekin fir bhi wo kabhi meri baato ko smj nhi paayi . m jo use smjata tha wo sb ka sb use gyaan lgta tha . prr usne ye kabhi nhi socha ki yrr wo insaan tum se 1000k.m. dur h or wo tumhare bhale ke liye kuch bol rha h or tum uski ek bhi baat nhi Maan rahi ho to ye to glt baat hui na . usko kya pdi h tumhari tum chahe kaise bhi ho use to apne kaam se kaam rakhna h . prr tum ye sochti ho ki pyaar krta h isliye bolta h ha sahi kha isliye hi bolta h prr ye Mt bhulo ki pyaar ko thukra bhi diya jaata h .. SOrry uske thought bhi likh diye..
To mere itna smjane ke bovjood bhi wo smj nahi paayi bss meri kahi baate use 2,4 din hi achii lgti thi fir uske baad wo waisa hi krti thi jaisa uska mnn krta tha . jaise muje ignore krna.. bss muje uski yahi baat buri lagti h ki wo muje itna ignore q krti h . muje hamesha uske saath baat krne me khushi milti h prr wo meri khushi ko kabhi smj hi nhi paati h . m uske liye hrr time available rhta hu prr wo mere liye kabhi available nhi rhti h . wo mujh se tb hi baat krti h jb uska mnn hota h ya fir kisi moosibat me hoti h tb nahi to use mere haal puchne ka bhi time nhi rhta h . usne mujh se ek baat kahi kahi thi ki muje sabse jyada pyaar apni pdai se h baaki kisi se bhi nhi h ye baat sunkar muje achaa to nahi lga prr maine khud se hi Maan liya ki Carrier apni jgh or pyaar apni jgh . or waise bhi Carrier se important kuch nhi hota h aaj ke jmane me . to maine uski ye baat bhi accept ki or fir bhi m uss se pyaar krta rha . aapko lg rha hoga ki m usi ki burai kiye ja rha hu ha krr rha hu qki usme buraiya h ot muje uske andar se saari buraiya nikalni h fir chahe kuch bhi ho jaaye . m maanta hu ki mujh se galtiya hui h or meri gltiya bhi itni bdi thi ki maaf nhi ki ja skti prr usne maaf krr di jaise m krta tha uski gltiyo ko maaf..
bss isi ulghan me fsa hu m ki use mujh se pyaar h ya nahi h . qki kabhi to wo aisa react krti h ki m uske liye bahut kuch hu or kabhi aise ki m kuch hu hi nahi uske liye ... bss isi ke bich me fsa hu na to mujh se use chhoda ja rha h na hi usko mujh pe itna pyaar aa rha h ki m ye Maan lu she loves me ❤😔....
waise aapko meri iss kahani me kuch bhi smj nahi aayega qki iss kahani ko koi smja nahi skta yha tk m bhi nahi . bss jo mnn me tha wo likh diya...
mere halat aise ho gaye h ki m ab kuch nhi krr skta hu ...
agr bhagwan h to m bss unse yahi kahunga ki muje bss wahi chaahiye or muje uske alawa kuch bhi nahi chahiye . qki wo jb bhi mere saath hoti h to m kuch bhi krr skta hu ..
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Mera naam dev h. muje apni jindgi me kabhi kuch likhna ka shoq nhi tha pr meri meri jindagi Me ek aisa shaqsh aaya jiski wjh se muje likhna or shayari krna pasnd aana lg gya. waise to sbka apna apna ek hoonar hota h likhne ka pr Mera aisa koi bhi hoonar nhi h qki m aisa insaan hu jise kisi chiij me bhi intereste nhi h . pr us Shaqs se milne ke baad muje sb chiijo ka hoonar aa gya.
chalo kahani shuru krte h.....
ye baat h February 2k23 ki jb m ek ladki se social media pe mila. pahli baar milne pe hi maine uss se puch liya ki single ho kya ?or uska jwab ha me tha . tb fir hmari baate start ho gayi . phle dost bne fir baad me lover bnn gye . muje unse itna jyada pyaar ho gya ki mere paas sabd hi nahi h jo m kh sku. or sayad muje itna jyada pyaar isliye hua ki qki wo meri jindgi ki pahli ladki thi jis se muje pyaar hua tha . waise to m baate to bahut saari ladkiyo se krr chuka tha prr usme kuch baat to thi jiski wjh se muje uss se pyaar ho gya or ha sayad ye bhi ho skta h ki qki m bhi chahta tha ki muje bhi pyaar krna h mere dost bolte the ki insaan pyaar me kuch bhi krr skta h to muje unki baato pe believe nhi hota tha to isliye bhi sayad m uss pyaar ko dekhna chahta tha feel krna chahta tha or waisa hi hua finally m bhi pyaar me pdd hi gya . ab main unse pyaar to bahut jyada krta tha prr wo muje smj nahi paati thi wo muje sb ki trh faaltu hi smjti thi . jiski wjh se wo muje ignore kra krti thi or m baitha baitha roya krta tha . m unse jis din se mila tha usi din se unko smjta aata rha hu . wo baar baar koi na koi glti kr hi deti thi jiski wjh se muje bahut hurt hota tha uss pe gussa to bahut aata tha prr pyaar itna tha ki uske bagair rha bhi nhi jata tha . sayad wo mere saath aisa isliye krti thi qki mujh se bhi pahle uski life me or 2,3 aa chuke the or wo bhi usi ki gltiyo ke कारण use chhod ke jaa chuke the . lekin fir bhi wo mere rahte huye bhi unnko bhul nhi paati thi . m aaj tk use smj nhi paaya .kahte h ki insaan ko pyar pahli baar hota h or wo uski ek glti pe hi use chhod ke chla jaata h prr usne itni galtiya ki h ki m bta nhi skta prr maine use uski hrr ek glti pe smjaya hi h na ki chhod diya . prr fir bhi wo mere pyaar ko smj nhi paati h . muje uska pura past pta h jo usne muje btaya tha . m maanta hu ki uske saath jo hua uske baad insaan toot jaata h prr uss past ko yaad krr ke aap apna present kharab krr rahe ho ye baat achii nhi h lekin fir bhi wo kabhi meri baato ko smj nhi paayi . m jo use smjata tha wo sb ka sb use gyaan lgta tha . prr usne ye kabhi nhi socha ki yrr wo insaan tum se 1000k.m. dur h or wo tumhare bhale ke liye kuch bol rha h or tum uski ek bhi baat nhi Maan rahi ho to ye to glt baat hui na . usko kya pdi h tumhari tum chahe kaise bhi ho use to apne kaam se kaam rakhna h . prr tum ye sochti ho ki pyaar krta h isliye bolta h ha sahi kha isliye hi bolta h prr ye Mt bhulo ki pyaar ko thukra bhi diya jaata h .. SOrry uske thought bhi likh diye..
To mere itna smjane ke bovjood bhi wo smj nahi paayi bss meri kahi baate use 2,4 din hi achii lgti thi fir uske baad wo waisa hi krti thi jaisa uska mnn krta tha . jaise muje ignore krna.. bss muje uski yahi baat buri lagti h ki wo muje itna ignore q krti h . muje hamesha uske saath baat krne me khushi milti h prr wo meri khushi ko kabhi smj hi nhi paati h . m uske liye hrr time available rhta hu prr wo mere liye kabhi available nhi rhti h . wo mujh se tb hi baat krti h jb uska mnn hota h ya fir kisi moosibat me hoti h tb nahi to use mere haal puchne ka bhi time nhi rhta h . usne mujh se ek baat kahi kahi thi ki muje sabse jyada pyaar apni pdai se h baaki kisi se bhi nhi h ye baat sunkar muje achaa to nahi lga prr maine khud se hi Maan liya ki Carrier apni jgh or pyaar apni jgh . or waise bhi Carrier se important kuch nhi hota h aaj ke jmane me . to maine uski ye baat bhi accept ki or fir bhi m uss se pyaar krta rha . aapko lg rha hoga ki m usi ki burai kiye ja rha hu ha krr rha hu qki usme buraiya h ot muje uske andar se saari buraiya nikalni h fir chahe kuch bhi ho jaaye . m maanta hu ki mujh se galtiya hui h or meri gltiya bhi itni bdi thi ki maaf nhi ki ja skti prr usne maaf krr di jaise m krta tha uski gltiyo ko maaf..
bss isi ulghan me fsa hu m ki use mujh se pyaar h ya nahi h . qki kabhi to wo aisa react krti h ki m uske liye bahut kuch hu or kabhi aise ki m kuch hu hi nahi uske liye ... bss isi ke bich me fsa hu na to mujh se use chhoda ja rha h na hi usko mujh pe itna pyaar aa rha h ki m ye Maan lu she loves me ❤😔....
waise aapko meri iss kahani me kuch bhi smj nahi aayega qki iss kahani ko koi smja nahi skta yha tk m bhi nahi . bss jo mnn me tha wo likh diya...
mere halat aise ho gaye h ki m ab kuch nhi krr skta hu ...
agr bhagwan h to m bss unse yahi kahunga ki muje bss wahi chaahiye or muje uske alawa kuch bhi nahi chahiye . qki wo jb bhi mere saath hoti h to m kuch bhi krr skta hu ..
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