Dear past best friend♡,

By the time you are reading it, I have already left. I choosed to back off. You must be thinking, I am a coward. I am....😖I can't take it anymore. Everytime you see me you either ask who I am or ask about what we were like😔. I know you have lost your past memories. But everything can not be revived with words Sasa. All those crazy pasts.👣👣

The fun, the insane ideas like squeezing glue on Mr.Angrytangy (name given by us to the most scary teacher 👹), filling the locker with chocolate and chips and frizzy drinks for biryhday surprise🍫🍬🍪🍩🍥🥤, using fake lizard spider and what not tail to scare our class teacher to standing firmly against bullies together😌.
We even did nightstay at each other's houses. The fun and do you remember how you supported me when I was so sad about changing school. You were once been bullied by a boy do you know how we faced it together. The late night calls 🤳 over phone to giggle and talk about what others say yeah "adult talks" .😂 Then reading piles of books. How we used to share them and do you remember the funny dialogue when weuse to scribble on each other's hands " don't write on each other's hands orelse you will have cancer" OMG🤣🤣.How the whole class laughed.
Oh! We were not just "FRIENDS" we were each other's confidant. We were not "FRIENDS" we were like siblings. You knew how my siblings who are almost like 'Enstein' and 'Isaac' and never accompanied me, you said,"Kiddo no worries; I am now your sister and we are going to rule the word 'the saviour bad ass troublemaker' who silently tries to fullfill the promise to shape the world a better place to leave in". Even though we were of same age you acted like an elder that day. I still remember how much I cried for that.
Anyways this is just like intros to our world . Our world is like an universe no matter how much you count the time we spent and the things we did are like the countless stars in that universe.🌐

I know I should have stayed and helped you to remember and believe me I was iffy at first but I think it will only hurt us. So I will keep writing letters like these with little bits of our memorable moments and be your memory forever.Loads and loads of love💕💕. I can never ever forget you for your presence made my life colourful. I know that my life will be again mundane and boring without you but I don't want you to suffer because of me. As I know you fill guilt towards me for your lost memories. Don't stress your mind to much for me pls. You are blessed with a new life enjoy it.🙂
Don't be careless again and stay safe.
GOOD BYE dear friend🤝👋💖

Best wishes 💝
From your forgotten friend👊

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