All this time I've learned a lot. Actually time itself taught me much more i never understood. Like who really care and who dont, it made me see who stayed and who left, it made me see what I ignored all the time, what I wasn't able to look at and now I know who I deserve and who deserves my love.

At first I never thought we'd even talk but fate brought us closer. I still remember the first time you talked to me, it was over some sheets and stuff. You might not know but I was surprised and happy at the same time that I got to talk to you. This would sound weird but uk what you've got my interest from the very beginning.
A lot things happened in between. We started coming more closer, the rumours and everything, still nothing yet affected our friendship. Ig it became stronger than we thought it'd be. I hope it always remains like that !

To be honest I really don't know why I even texted you back then.....maybe I missed you ? maybe I need someone who would hold me when I was broken...maybe ...but for real you felt like home to me, you always do. I never thought someone would be so understanding, so calm, so mature. I literally never expected for someone I don't even know properly to be this close to me .

Actually maybe I've liked you in that way since very long but for some reason I had lost all feelings, all I feel was just a normal feeling for me, I seriously had lost all the hope in love. But you , you made me realize I can be loved ! I can be cared ! you did ! and I'd always be grateful for you to come to my life.
I was afraid to accept, I was afraid that you'd be the same as he was ...for me, loving had became a crime that I thought would ruin my entire life, but now I know with the right person love is beautiful, smtg that I wish everyone could experience.
Even today when I feel wrong, when I'm lost, when I think life has got nothing, I remember you and suddenly a wide smile appears from nowhere.

Every minute, every second I wish you'd be here, next to me, laughing stupidly on my stupid jokes, wiping my tears when life hits hard, giving me a shoulder when I feel lonely, caring for me every now and then even if I say don't, make me feel like myself all the time, and keep me close forever in your arms.
I was so happy the day you confessed. But on the other side I was scared, I still am. I'm scared this will end before even getting started. I want to protect us, I want to protect our relationship. But now when I think of it, all I want is you ! I've understood this. Right now, I don't even want to think what the future is, neither do I want to predict. All I know is that I can't loose you, I don't want to !
I don't know if I am as good as she was with you, I don't know if I can be compared to her, I don't know if I can make you forget her, but I'm sure for one thing, I'll always try being the "one" for you.
And I promise I'll try doin my best when it comes to "us" because this is smtg what I want for the entire life !