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Forever Lonely
I don't deserve ME
That's what all say
This isn't how it should be
A waste of space, everyday

Do you ever question your worth?
The reason of your existence!
Your answer, only pleasing to you but, just unearth
The reality is frightening, they tell me, go analyse your circumstance

Does not being kind and loving matter?
That's me, a whole lot of good and more
Your definition is lunacy! nothing but, nonsense chatter
I was birthed just to languish and by everyone who ignore

Be Yourself, Love Yourself, Live for Yourself
That's the new mantra going around
When I applied, I was sternly threatened to bottle it on the shelf
No one wants to hear you squeak even, don't make a sound

So, now I am confused, hurt and scared
I want to express myself but, am silenced
If I voice my mental health, anger gets flared
People who encounter me, take the extra mile and get distanced

I have accepted my fate from hereon
Given up on the Creator to shower hope
I will forever be alone
My torture is rising daily because, I am shameless not to take the blade or rope.
© 𝓡.𝓕𝓮𝓻𝓷𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓼 𝓟𝓸𝓮𝓽𝓲𝓬 𝓢𝓸𝓾𝓵