Y/n POV

I thought that by leaving and living a life of my own, my depression would go away. But guess what , it didn't.

It only grew stronger. When I was with jungkook I had this feeling of satisfaction of not hurting him. When I said that he was never there it was wrong because he was always there.
Whenever I was feeling low or sick. He stay up at nights to take care of me. I didn't realize it then but I do realize it now since he's not here.

I really wanted to go back and hug him tight. I want to express all my feelings that I've kept inside this long.

One year has been passed but my life is still empty. I told him that I was not breaking up and needed a break. But every time I want to go back negative thoughts stop me. What if he don't love me anymore? What if he hate me for leaving that day?

Today I made up my mind. I really wanted to tell jungkook that I love him so much and can not live without him. I was getting ready to go in BTS concert so that I could tell him everything. I put on the dress which he gifted me on the last valentine we celebrated together. My eyes well up on the thought of how happy we were. I put on light makeup locked the door and left.

--Time skip--

I reached the avenue. The concert was about to start in 15 minutes. I looked through the crowd and made my way close to the stage. I got the VIP ticket so that my seat was close to stage from where I could see them clearly.
All these years apart from missing jungkook. I also missed the other members. They always treated me like their sister. But before I went away I told them not to contact me.

The concert started with a bang. Every member start to come one by one. Jungkook was the last. He gave his solo performance and oh God! He looked damn gorgeous. Although he was looking like a prince who came out straight from the fairytale but his face showed no emotion of happiness. His eyes were not sparkling like before. He was dancing soullessly.

I was just looking at him while tears were welling up in my eyes. He was so close to me yet not so close. When I was lost in my own thoughts his eyes caught my figure in the crowd. He got shocked and his eyes were fixated on me. He was looking in my eyes and his eyes start tearing.

He jump of the stage and walked difficultly through the crowd towards me. When he reached in front of me the whole stadium went silent. He just stood there silently. I couldn't hold my tears longer and they start flowing through my face.

He came close to me and slowly wiped my tears off with his thumb. I looked down at the ground and he lighted pushed my chin up. We both were staring at each other's eyes when suddenly he kissed me making the whole crowd go crazy. I kissed him back and pulled away smiling at each other. We hugged each other tightly for God knows how long.

"I missed you crazily, my love. Thank you for coming back. I love you so much" he said still hugging me. I pulled back.

"I love you too Jungkook. I missed you so much kookie. Every passing day was like torture. I'm extremely sorry that you have to go through so much pain because of me. I needed some time alone and I realize that how lonely it is without you. Leaving you was never a good option. I should have stayed that day. I'm sorry my love. I hope you forgive me." I said tearing apart and he hugged me again and kissed my forehead.

"I was never angry with you. I love you just don't ever leave me again." He said and held my hand making our way towards stage.

He told armys how much we loved each other and how much we mean to each other. He made our relationship official and requested armys to support us. They all cheered. Some were happy , some were sad but I couldn't care less because I was with the person whom I love the most in the world.

After making everything official we went backstage and all the members hugged me one by one. They told me how much they miss and they will not let me go anywhere this Time. They started telling me all the things which happened in this year.

I saw from the corner of my eye that jungkook took Namjoon in the corner and told him about something secretly. I was curious and got up and asked them.

"Baby girl , it's a surprise. " jungkook said giving me a cheeky smile.
"What type of surprise? " I asked him confused.
"Babe it's a surprise I can't tell you now. You have to be patient till noon. " he said pulling my cheeks and I slapped his hand away.

--5'O clock(noon)--

I got ready in the dress that jungkook sent me. The bell rang and I quickly opened the door revealing my handsome boyfriend. He was wearing a tuxedo. His hair were combed back exposing his beautiful forehead.

He came inside and kissed me on forehead. "You're looking gorgeous princess" he said smiling at me.
"You too " I said shyly
"Shall we go now ? " he asked and I nodded. I locked the house.

He opened the door like a pure gentleman. I sat in and we drove off. Before reaching he pull over and tied a cloth on my eyes. e reached and he opened the gate. He held my hand and start walking.

He stopped and I could hear the voice of shores of sea. "Are you ready?" He asked in my ear.
"Come on jungkook just take this off" I said impatiently.

He took the cloth of my eyes and I looked at the beautiful set up which made for me. We were at the beach. No one was around us and the set was was so beautiful. I hugged him tightly and told him I loved it.

Soon the sun set and he set the bonfire. He played the music and we danced on some songs. While we were dancing he bowed down and sat on his knee. He took something out from his pocket.

He opened the of ring and my eyes went went in happiness.
"Y/n , I love you so much. Idealized that I can never live without you. Will you give me the privilege to be you husband? " he asked and I rapidly nodded.

"Yes yes yes , I love you so much" I said and sat down and hugged him tightly.

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