We made love one night and I looked into your eyes and I was in Heaven. I wanted more and more of you. I wanted your heart, your soul, your mind...I just wanted you. You're the reason why I'm still alive and I thank you for loving me. I took you by the hand and kissed it a few times before we locked lips and made passionate love again. The sex was intense and passionate and it was a great story between you and me. You helped me fight through suicidal thoughts and urges and yet you never told me that you were struggling. The last time I saw you, you looked healthy and strong. We were hanging out together and enjoying each other's company and I saw that magic in your eyes. That sexy smile on your face was there and next thing you know, we went over to your place and had amazing sex. After a few days, I didn't hear from you. I tried texting and calling you number, I tried visiting your place and even spoke to your folks and no one heard from you. Then I got a call from a friend of ours who told me that he found your lifeless body in the woods and I remember just being in a daze. Your mom and dad, myself, law enforcement and some friends went to the woods and when I saw your body, I knew you were gone. I knew I wouldn't see the...