My love, you are worth more than what she shows you. You deserve better than how she treats you. You are more valuable than what she thinks of you. So, don't be scared to get up and leave that table if you can clearly see that respect is no longer being served to you.

I know it's a tough call, especially you are the one who's going to feel broken knowing that you have an honest heart and pure soul. It's okay to be sad and mad, but don't be a bad person. Life has it's own way of pulling out of a sticky situation. I know you're scared but you do not have to. You just need to focus your little energy in things that would make you feel better. But then again, I know it's easier to say it than to do it.

Let me remind you though, you have been the strongest person I've ever known in my life. You survived alot in the past years and I know you'll whatever it is that would come to harm your way. Or you. My love, you don't need to fight back. You just need to forgive them and forgive yourself too. Forgive them for failing your expectations and forgive yourself for expecting too much from people.

Be brave My Love, you've endured so much already. You can do it. I believe in you. And I will always love you no matter what.


© silvervierre