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the way he loves me (ep1)
coming from a brown middle class family, I used to get so much engaged in my delusions ( uk! dululu is sululu) . being a tall girl , I always tends to attract people attention but not in a good way tho. people used to see me as a "Khali ki choti behn " , and called me with many different Nick names like giraffe, poll , street light etc etc . and those words makes a very huge impact on my personality that still now I'm so insecure about my body although I never let my insecurity to over shadow my performance. along this I'm also a foodie like reaaaalll foodie. i always have that urge to try or taste different dishes but.......my pocket always make me to stand in the limits. ya, it hurts. but sometimes, there always a day when I go for my cheat day and try somthing new or fullfill my craving. just like that day .....
in the days of mid March , i went to satisfy my craving for white sauce pasta. wearing my yellow cotton kurti on my black trouser cuz my daily life dressing sense sucks!!! although I cover my weird outfit with a black bindi . when I enter in the cafe , it seems like whole sarojini nagar got into the same restaurant. it was so crowded that it take me 30-45 mins to ordery pasta . fortunately I got my seat , which was only left . seeing those couples and families together, having their lunch ,makes me feel Lil bit lonely. to distract myself from that feeling I just start playing with tissue papers . suddenly a waitress came to me and said" excuse me mam! actually we are facing lack of space, so can just share your seat with someone?that would be really thankful for us". after taking a sec " ya ok!" ( people's pleasure is people pleasuring) . suddenly I saw a tall man having a height of 6'3 ft, with a wheatish skin , wearing a formal shirt and pants with aviator glasses. to be honest , in that moment, I can hear all the violins and guitars in my background. when I was admiring his beauty he starts walk towards me . wait!!!! oh on!!! bhyiii!! did he notice that , I was kept staring him from last 10 mins . am I in trouble?? am I??? . then the waitress came along with him and said " sir , you can sit hear with her , due to too much crowd we can't give a individual seat , we're really sorry for this inconvenience!" . "areee it's totally fine" he said in his drop dead deep voice . for that moment I just pray to god " thanks for forgiving my all sins , from now I'll always be your good girl" (i wish I could be his good girl too ). after that the waitress gone for our respective orders , that man just turned towards me , smiled very awkwardly. after a min, he got a call. maybe from his office. all I can understand was "Jai hind sir .. sir sir....yes sir ... definitely sir ...sure sir ...ok sir jai hind sir". from his buzz cut i only predict that he is in armed forces. those big biceps kept bothering me ( am I being too pervert??? whatever it's my story!!)after a silence of 20 mins , waitress came with our orders . he ordered a medium sized extra cheese paneer makhani pizza ( i knew cuz I had that on my last cheat day ) . he make space on table for both of us by shifting menu and sauce bottle, in my entire 21 old life I never be get treated like a princess, so his small actions kept making me blush. we were eating our meals but without saying a word that was really really awkward for both of us . then, I hear a very not so unpleasant sound from the table next to us . a couple maybe 17 or 18 years old kept shouting and arguing, it seems like the guy was cheating on her . the inner aunty of me was so much interested in that argument but unfortunately , I can't hear them properly !!! suddenly that girl just walked away and the guy started crying. I was watching this whole show , i turned me head and see that man infront of me also watching the scene with a same kind of interest! we made a eye contact again but this time, we laughed!! like a hell !! after a sec he said " sorry for that awkward silence, I'm not that much good in making conversations" ," me too , that's totally fine!" i replied. " btw I'm Lieutenant abhinav, what's yours young lady!" , ( wtf ! young lady ! that's ..... that's....idk nevermind) " I'm ruhi , like only ruhi " I said . he smiled . after that we had a very interesting as well as unpredictable conversation like ,we both have same kind of music, we both are into sports etc etc. suddenly he asked in a Frank way" is it would be sound creepy if I asked you to taste your pasta ?you can have my pizza too, it's drop dead delicious" ." ya...ya !!! why not ! " i replied in excitement. after sharing meals , I felt like there was so much comfortable vibe was developed between us , it seems like I already know him from a long time . after eating our whole meals , we get out the cafe , I waved at him and just walked away. after a few miles i realised. wait!!!!!! wait,wait!!! i didn't asked him for his number or any social media!!! I hate you ruhi!!
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