So I've been awake whole night pondering upon thoughts that clearly makes no sense at all. Not willing to watch anything possibly because I want my thoughts to get the better of me. But then I realized I lack something, and you know what do I lack? Well...! I don't have warm cuddles anymore. Mom is staying miles away, so I've got to wrap myself in my blue blanket while being surrounded by pillows. I mean how long until I convince myself that for the next 2years I've got to live by myself and that I've got to sleep alone even if I don't want to... SLEEPING ALONE KINDA SUCKS AT TIMES...🙃🙃AND MOM I CAN'T TELL YOU HOW MUCH I MISS YOU...🙂