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My depression #2 „I hate myself“
Hate is a really big word and I haven't experienced it much in my life, guess I should be lucky about that. But there is something that I've hated for a very long time, someone I ended up hating for many reasons... there is honestly only one thing I hate in this world and that is "me".

I never really knew why I did, I just thought so damn bad about myself that I never learned to love the person that I am. I don't remember when it started, it just was that way and felt like it had always been so. I hated my voice, my body, my mind, my thoughts, my...