it is okay, whatever your going through will end, I know it sounds like a random person spitting nonsense. Life suck, ultimately while we wish these things didn't happen to us, that how it was, what happened happened, and it sucks. Learn from it, learn how to vent your, pain, anger, or sadness or whatever, take up boxing, kickboxing, that will help with anger, or sadness, if there no time for those, take a a full day to your self, embrance everything you have ben through, force yourself to cry and cry and cry, it feels good to let out all the pent up pain and sobs, find somthing that you enjoy, baking, cooking, dancing, sewing, anything helps, what i am saying is that, i care for you, and i want you to be good, and if you are alread happy and feel good, that amazing, write it down, remeber the happy moments, good luck!
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