Waist-deep in thought because I haven't slept in days, the silence isn't so bad 'cause it takes one to whisper quietly

Tried for so long but you won't be long to anyone, anything, any love at all. I thought I had it all until things started to recede, giving me no love at all not caring enough about my needs but your beautification gives me hope that I'll taste the sky and feel alive again and I'll forget the world that I knew but I swear I won't forget you. Gave you my heart and all my soul but not once did I let go, had the best love for you life but you didn't treat me right, no you didn't, to busy giving me lessons, didn't even have the decency to give me a blessing so I could sleep at night, life you had the nerve to break up our happy home. I stood by your side, sheltered for you when things were down, I help pull you through, faithful and all,...