what do you see with in these hazel brown eyes the pain the empty the rage I could never set the stage and sct our how I feel and what I feel day in and day out but I swear you'd fight for a away out of this body this mind this aching pain if I where you and you where me most times we don't see the suffering around us till it's to late ..but what is it like to feel alone or like you need to deal alone it's cold it derk it's empty it's so much to take on ..to say we all feel one emotion at a time is a lie we all feel a million things at once and over thing we all wanna die at some point and we try our best to get by with all we can just know this you are loved you can be heared by me and I will not judge ever ..so speak to me I'm your loneliness and who am I ...I am you what would you say if you looked back at your younger self would you tell her she's beautiful when she thinks of noting but her imperfections she's only starting and wants to die ...she pushes on almost takes her life lives and lives on with guilt shame and pain and then depression starts to eat her alive not sleep no food nothing cold nights alone in bed tears from past pain the faint stings of tommows pains wanting to eat at my body ..then a meet someone ..on one that's different...
it's the way you are it's so much like me but younger ...it's so beautiful and Scarry ...I just don't know where to start or how to live when I've always died or how to let myself beloved when any love I've had has a condition ...it hurts !!!
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