the day I came awakening I am still trying keep my life in order I been see so much now I never thought that was going on but now I see things for the Worth and now since my kids have grown up I still love my family but it is in a different way but God still dealing with me because I have done so much work on me that it all now coming to me God made me difference it doesn't make me a fool but at least I do know the difference between being used and being betrayed at the same time it is bad when people never had anything and try to take some others but at the same time I'm learning that I always had in different way because I tried my heart to do and I don't like to don't like to fail with my...