as I looked outside my smudged window there's only birds and trees the kind of trees that brings you death and sadness if I was determined to die I rather die in somebody arms somebody I love

Summer my mom calls from the drivers seat of the car.

I still cant look at my mom not after that night that my father killed my sister . ut really fucked her up my mother's wasnt always such a druggie she use to be the most beautiful woman I ever know until the crack and sex got to her.

Summer My Mom said again in Anger
she use to have gorgeous eyes where are they hiding behind pain and misery??

yeah I said in a lower tone

look summer I know never since Melinderina died things haven't been the same but Moving in with your Brother won't be Bad I Promise Sweerheart.

okay I said to her and fell into a Revealious sleep