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It seemed like nicky and I knew each other forever. It had not been that long since I first saw her at the worker's retreat. There seemed to be a spark between us. I knew she was fond of me. Could it become something deeper and meaningful? Would her parents support it? I would never pursue her without their blessing.
After our cofee date, it seemed that there was something there. I was quite encouraged by it. I thought that things were happening for us. Things were not quite the same.
I was nervous. I was afraid to take that step. I was afraid to take that step. It was the unspoken principle. Were you ready to talk?
I took a step back. I took time to pray about it. i considered things. I considered several things. I considered the age difference. I considered the potential difference in maturity. We were both independent fundamental baptists. We were both king James only. She dressed modestly. I had only seen her wear dresses or skirts but I had no idea what her views on long pants were. I assumed she believed in separation from the world and compromise. Our two families might differ in views here and there.
I wondered did I want this. Was I just lonely? I also asked if was this God's will. First, a Christian must marry a believer. The verse commonly used to support this is talking more in the context of a partnership but it works in Mariege. "Be not unequally yoked" can be used in this context. More than that, they should be on the same...