People tell me to leave and find someone new. I'm tired doing that, because I always end up with the same heartache over again. I'm one of the nicest girls, I'm just the one that has trauma problems that I been working so hard on myself to heal and let go. My son doesn't want me to leave him, because he likes it there. He's grandma and mom loved me before they passed away. He's Aunt loves me as well. He's family and some of his friends...