Lose my mind
Drinking from the bottle
Hurting inside
Losing this battle

It's 3am in the morning
And I am still wide awake
Tried all the tricks
Don't know how much I can take

This world's got me beat
Dragging deep in the dirt
No matter how hard I try
Trouble yanks at my shirt

I gotta be honest
Maybe, accept I am living wrong
I see all ahead of me
I'm still trying like crazy just to belong

Midnight cold hot showers
Don't give me that needed relief
Guess I should drown myself
In sleeping pills to forget the grief

Wait. I promised I wouldn't let it get to me
It's hard to stay on track
I'm feeling really lonely
Somebody please have my back

I try to comfort myself again
Venting in words spilling from my tired head
I got banned, blocked, out time and again
Yeah, now tell me is it time to finish what I started,
that's sleep till I am dead
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