"AWFUL NIGHTMARE"

"3:00 AM", Sweatful binded all sorts of imaginations.

Awful feelings turning out so obvious!
Was just running backdoors,screaming but all it was brokenly helpless.
"Help ! Help !",i screamed with all my strengths.
Unfortunately all went into vain.

My inner strength rushed out so completely but then nothing was left out.
I tried to run fast as i was wishing to but i was so helpless at a point.
"My heartbeats was increasing way fast with all plots of warmness"
Arousing that feeling of never getting back from that awful thoughts.

"Way back it wasn't a child's play for me".

"Dark phase i was scared"
Worst feeling that no one was hearing my call and every words and every energy was waste.

"At a point i was left like dead horse"
Darkness and me together binded along
Some sorts feeling like someone is continuously watching over me and standing beside.

"Was unable to differentiate the paths "

Left nothing but was just preparing to run away that stairs which directed my way.
But, i said again it didn't work the way i wish!
I was continuously pulled out by someone in the dark
and was completely invisible.

I couldn't see anyone anywhere but was just self-imagining.
I tried to left out from it but it stopped me unbearingly.
Just whispering along all the words and lines that i felt it powerful and precious.
I was just ridden from both sides.

"Self i was so broken and disheartened"

I was always so happy to see around and was much blessed that i got eyes to see every beautiful things around.
But ,that point i was dissatisfied.
I had my eyes open but couldn't see anything, just darkness all over and way too i was helpless from everyside.

"I wished to fall all things false"
All i wanted was to feel all dream and just wanted to wake up from that awful dream.
I just wanted to hugg my mother and sleep on her lab with all the love and self protected feelings.

"Traumatized"
So traumatized that i couldn't keep all vibes positively.
And way just wishing that no thoughts again hitting me so helpless.
I was just feeling that i was kicked down to that dark phases lifelong and to suffer from then.

"Praying and hoping all just be my awful nightmares and nothing more"

I was just bagingly so hard to come out from it
And just wanting to breath all fresh and keep myself safe.
And i know that would be everyone's feeling.

All sorts digging me a while, i could hear some noises somewhere and with that i happened to open my eyes .

"My phone ringing and giving a loud noise".
I found myself on my bed at my room
My brother had called me.
Best feeling i could feel at that point.

"Alas! it was a dream".

Sweats and my fast heartbeats was the only thing i could feel at that point.
Though my nightmares but was so challanging for me.
I swear,i was so relaxed to find it as my dream rather than the reality.
I felt like a petal of a plant.
"Amused and relaxed"