I was dragged down by everything that was happening
but I didn't break
at least I tried my best not to
but right now I really need help
I don't always know what's good for me, I don't always know what should I do to feel better
but although if I get told that I must do something and that I must change myself just bcs they want it and just bcs they think it would be better doesn't help me
I need to fine the answer in my heart, no by ppl that don't even understand
I don't like when I'm being analysed by someone and I am told that thing like it's the only right thing
what if its not right? what if I feel things differently?
I just feel hopeless I'm trying to find the answer in myself but it can be hard