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LIVING WITH TOXIC PEOPLE - FINALE
Yes it sound unbelievable but it is what it is. Here is my story, I have been in a toxic family for 26 years. That is entirely my whole life as I am 26 years of age. Dont mistake this, The mother who birthed me is the most loving person I've never met, the most humble, woman of valor and God fearing person who taught me that "Prayer will take you to dimensions you don't even deserve". I'm not just saying because we share the same blood vessels but even heavenly angels can attest to that.
My grandmother on the other hand is the most toxic person I have never came across. Grandmothers are usually the most loving especially towards the grandchildren, they are the one who spoil us more but not mine. The toxicity started on my mother, despising her and breaking her into pieces. Have you ever felt that maybe your own mother could have adopted you or maybe you were swapped at the hospital or maybe you were picked up from the dustbin? That's how I have witnessed my own grandmother doing to her own daughter. She can even take the knife and take the life out of her, that's how toxic she has become. Or maybe she is mentally disturbed she just haven't been diagnosed. That kind of toxicity has passed on to the first grandchild and guess who the grandchild is that, me. She literally told me she hate me, "what did she do?" The answer is that she don't know. I guess the same toxicity she had shown towards her daughter all these years, I had inherited it. And the biggest mistake her daughter did was to build her house in the same homestead with her and anytime we could be evicted. For more than 5 years we don't even have a word to say to her. We have become strangers. "What did we do that you hate us this much so that we can ask for forgiveness?" "I just don't want you" that is the answer. Living with toxic people right.
Did I choose this life? Do I deserve this kind of life? How is family choosen before we are conceived? I didn't choose toxicity family but toxicity chose me and someday it will all be alright. Maybe someday I will be given an opportunity to write about different path I've crossed after that. Surely tittled "WE SURVIVED".
© HOPE.N❤️
My grandmother on the other hand is the most toxic person I have never came across. Grandmothers are usually the most loving especially towards the grandchildren, they are the one who spoil us more but not mine. The toxicity started on my mother, despising her and breaking her into pieces. Have you ever felt that maybe your own mother could have adopted you or maybe you were swapped at the hospital or maybe you were picked up from the dustbin? That's how I have witnessed my own grandmother doing to her own daughter. She can even take the knife and take the life out of her, that's how toxic she has become. Or maybe she is mentally disturbed she just haven't been diagnosed. That kind of toxicity has passed on to the first grandchild and guess who the grandchild is that, me. She literally told me she hate me, "what did she do?" The answer is that she don't know. I guess the same toxicity she had shown towards her daughter all these years, I had inherited it. And the biggest mistake her daughter did was to build her house in the same homestead with her and anytime we could be evicted. For more than 5 years we don't even have a word to say to her. We have become strangers. "What did we do that you hate us this much so that we can ask for forgiveness?" "I just don't want you" that is the answer. Living with toxic people right.
Did I choose this life? Do I deserve this kind of life? How is family choosen before we are conceived? I didn't choose toxicity family but toxicity chose me and someday it will all be alright. Maybe someday I will be given an opportunity to write about different path I've crossed after that. Surely tittled "WE SURVIVED".
© HOPE.N❤️
