I was once a jolly girl! than gradually became a sad girl, appearances can often be deceptive, I thought I was the one calling the shots in my life, I wanted to climb the highest mountain in the world, and make every impossibilities possible! but for some reason I failed to do so. I wanted to sit on top of the clouds and watch what was going on. on earth but it wasn't possible for me to do so, as a young girl I wanted to meet someone special out there! but I was always meeting up with wrong people, As a woman I tried several times to fall in love' but that didn't work as well. than I met one guy from Zimbabwe, that was love at first sight! but only one sided. that relationship didn't work out for me as well, than we end everything between us. than after a year I met one guy from India, I thought it was love I was actually confused about my feelings for him, but that relationship was also one sided' I didn't love the guy, on our first date we kissed each other but I just couldn't feel anything for him, I was lost in my own thoughts. I wanted to feel something for him! but it was difficult, he appeared to be a good, lovable, honest guy! than I went and broke up with him on the same day, I cried, I Smiled, but it was difficult for me to control my emotions. before I started dating I already made a promise to my late grandmother, that I won't get into a serious relationship before I become successful in life, but I was willing to break that promise, I understood one thing! no matter where you are in life never forget your home based. without getting into a relationship, I learnt alot about relationships.

~~Jennifer Elmore
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