I am noal Ricketts and this is how I tried been gay for awhile but turned out I wasn't a fan of it.

So I grew up around gays,I always seeing gays whenever I'm going out so few months ago I decided to join a gay dating app,I matched with so many men but I choose Eric Smith.We started talking about four weeks straight,I didn't like him that much, He's okay and thing but I wasn't attentive to him.On February fourth we end up going on a pizza date,We talked ,Laugh and enjoy our night.He invited me to his home after we drink until we were almost drunk.He kiss me snd I kiss him back even though the kiss was okay I wasn't feeling any attachment towards Eric.He started to taking off my clothes then went down on me,It felt so werid so I imagined a hot female instead of him,After he told me to take off his clothes so I did."I want you so go down on me first"Eric said. I went down on my knees and put his dick in my mouth but I didn't knew what to do."Is this your first time "? Eric asked. I told him yes and hee actually the first male I've ever been with,He gave me instruction on how to do it and I wasn't enjoying it one bit and at that moment I knew I wasn't gay but I went along with it anyways because it would be very bad if I just wlo away.After I finished what I was doing he pressed me against the wall and started forcing his dick inside my tight ass but since it was too tight he ended up oiling his dick and my ass,After he did so he slide his dick in me I hurt so much I wanted to cry.We had sex through out the night but I didn't enjoyed any of it,The morning we woke up he said it was amazing. I end up telling Eric the truth that I want actually gay I was just trying to see if I would like it or if I'm gay or maybe bisexual.He smiled and said it's okay.
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