23.10.2023
8.29 pm

like seriously idk where to start things or life right now.
I'm not messed up just confused, but honestly I'm going kinda good, I feel I'm getting my keys for the locked door that gives me treats...

I'm focusing, and trying to get my minds up.
life is good. the way we treat matters.

I'm a very confused and confident person.
I confuse a lot many things and I don't care opinions mostly.
I wanted to be standard and static, I hate that dynamic changes I get within minutes...
one day I'm like confident in my life and next day I'm confused.
it's better to be weak than confused.

becz it can't change decision.

let's say this finally Hazel.
You planned your schedule for a long terms, but why you still Confuse things?
what you think right now is good, let it be.

and yes, time is the destination for many things, just becz it's not seen...
we predict things that's futile.
like that, you can't see some things as time goes you'll see the transformation
go on Hazel, I'm here extending my continuous wishes for you, to be succeed in life.


No one can do this better than you Hazel
for this one time, listen to me.

Can you stop caring the other's opinions very profoundly.
there are thought, for whom you don't give a fuck and to give a fuck.

you mostly don't give a fuck to what you need to give.

Hazel listen up this,
hear everyone and see everything
but listen what's needed and look for what's essential.

Control your emotions Hazel, don't trap by any emotions.
that's where you fall very deep.

listen to your parents and shut your mouth mostly.
you know they are old and they are the only one lives for you.

to die is easy, to live is tough
never try to die you idiot, you moron, a jerk card... don't dare to live me hopeless...
I'm so hopeful, be with me Hazel...

I'll be became the adult that my childhood needs,
I'll be capable to solve my problems...

Love you Hazel...






© Hazel